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The Struggle




I moved to Carmel, Indiana, from New York because I thought I met Mr, Right. We met online, and he was 20 years my senior.  He would buy me jewelry and promised to travel.  Once I relocated, he changed right away.  He seemed not to have money and decided to never return to New York.  I am a strong black woman, a retired disabled New York City Police Officer, and was tired of being told what to do.  But I seemed to always find men like that. My daughter, who just turned 13, is special needs, also was not being treated right.  I just moved into a nice two-bedroom apartment, so my daughter can finish junior high. Then I will return home in hopes of finding a place to live. Alone and no family around is no joke. I will explain more tomorrow, good night all.









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