I haven't posted in awhile. I had to come back to New York to sell my home. I became so busy with visiting friends and family. I started to realize again I seem to have difficulty saying no. And not saying no makes me sad, ashamed and weak. I am anxious to go back. I also would love to have conversations started, wither positive or negative. I see and I am ecstatic that I have readers but I let them down because I was disappointed in how many and no followers. I wonder who was really out there? I really want to connect to those I never met in person. I also bought a new puppy due to the grief I felt after loosing mine. This was another kneejerk thing that I had done. This puppy eats everything and bites and chases everyone. A bad time is an understatement, with the move and looking forward to begin classes and concentrate on myself. I have to let go and let live.