My brain is always moving, planning, or worrying about things I can not control. I wonder how many people deal with this regularly. I was grieving my dog so much, I was ripped off online a few weeks ago, but I tried again and wait for it... The puppy should be here on Monday. So everyone told me to wait and travel and grieve. Some thought I should go to a dog shelter, but I wanted the same breed. I also decided to move back to NY next year, and now my adult children are considered moving here. I am so excited to say I started having a social life lately, and with my new puppy, I will have a greater appreciation for this journey we all are on called life. My son, who such a great young man, is flying in tomorrow and I can not wait. Now I will get back to cleaning up while I await his arrival. He has not seen my place yet, nor has he seen me live alone and independently.