Christmas is over and I am so relieved. I overcooked as usual. My semester is over and I did well but there was a glitch and there is always is in my life. My life experience course which I have a lot of it was an A but my advisor was not pleased with the papers that were to be submitted so I may not get to the march. I will fight and get extra help and figure it out. I have four classes this semester and hopefully my last. I hope to own my own business to help others in many ways especially youth aging out of foster care and women learning and knowing their self-worth. And all the while working part-time, caring for my family and looking for the right man for me. I am not looking for a nice man, a great father but the right man for me. I am also looking for me. Where is the middle-age woman is taking her life now? I feel in control. New Year, I will be on time, I will stay in shape, watch what I drink, keep my business to myself and make money. I tell myself I am beautiful and wonderful and intelligent and think positive every morning before I start my day.