Hello everyone, I am back, and I would love feedback. After going on a Christmas cruise and having security kicking off two of my guest due to my there behavior and my craziness and holding things in, I have had after going on a Christmas cruise. Then, of course, my daughter needed me to care for her children while I attended school. I went on dating sites and met dates trying to fill some empty time and space once my grandchildren were with their mom. I have to complete a class this summer, and I am on my own by writing about myself. I am feeling insecure when it comes to writing. I am ready to move back to New York from Indiana. My parents are aging, and my ex-husband wants to help me with our daughter. My oldest daughter seems to need help also, but I am worried about losing myself. I have a friend who wants to move in with me, but we are friends, and if I take him up with this offer, I hope it all goes well. I have no idea where I will live, and my son and daug