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Clumsy ass bitch!!!

I went to Manhattan to see my GYN  after two years.  I felt a lump, and he felt a lump.  It is most likely nothing, but I have more tests to take.  I left and helped an elderly man cross the street and get into a cab.  I drew a blank when it came to subways and locations.  This may be because I am downplaying the mass/lump.  I was near Wall St., going to visit my brother and his family in Battery Park. I saw a falafel cart with bright lights.  I walked across, and he stated, "we are closed,"  so I had to turn and cross back.  I walked straight into a big green utility box I do not remember seeing.  I became dizzy, dizzier than usual, and people surrounded me to help.  My extinct was to say I am fine and grab my stuff.  I felt that metal taste and thought my teeth were going to fall out.  I began to cry and rested at my brother's as my knot on my head grew, and my black eye was developing.  When you get older, it is harder to heal, so I will be careful from now on.  My fam

Stress and life: Weak or Strong

I take on 6 classes. One is done, and I received an A.  The rest is kicking my ass. Well, 2 out 5.  I care for the grandchildren at times, and I cook at least three days a week.  I am reading other blogs that it is never too late.  People 50 and over are excelling once they graduate.  I feel apprehensive because I have a busy life and family.  All of these classes seem harder than they would when I was 18.  I find myself scratching, sad, and nervous all the time.  I am losing sleep and trying to push through so that I can graduate this summer.  I always take on more than I can chew, but I intend to do the same with a new career, especially since my youngest will be heading to college in a few years. I am also working on having my pictures showing on my blog.