The family talks about each other behind each other’s back but makes sure they get their bridal, baby, and birthday parties. You do for them and expect nothing but get nothing. You no longer want to play a part. I want to watch my 50th come and go. I am going to watch everything come and go beside my classwork and water. I want to see what happens and then concentrate on my own success and life and give myself and a got dam rich bitch party.