I usually start my year of writing the date wrong. I keep writing the year before but not this year. I am going through so many changes. Turning 50 is one change, trying to graduate college and start this blogging, motivational. And author business. And I will dap into other things. So this is not scary but exciting. I feel I have been through so much abuse and teat that I am ready to accomplish my goals for me. I am such a caregiver like so many women that I got lost even gained 10 pounds during the last three months. I have to find balance ASAP. Taking care of others with mental illness and you, yourself suffer from it too does not make it impossible. It should tell you to care for yourself better My kids and grands and ex. (their dad) And my grades. And me. I love cooking if you want to see my dishes and recipes let me know. But this night I took an evening off from cooking.