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I am back home and wonder why did I return

  My mother, who never gave a shits ass about me, has not seen my children or me in almost 6 or months. She has failed to meet her new granddaughter, either. I came home to start a new career, be closer to family, and knowing my mother is bedridden and father and stepmother may need my help have gone on death ear.  I really don't know where I belong.  My dog has died, and I was foolish enough to buy another Yorkie. She is a puppy and is adjusting to life as we both knew it to be. I want this degree, but I want to escape reality.

Break Down

   I keep thinking I can do it all.  I also think I can do it at the same time.  I am a full-time student who is just learning ng the computer. I am a mother and substitute teacher.  The past two weeks, my new ninth-grade daughter had so many things going on in school: sign for laptops parents from 5:30-7, meet the teachers, freshman parent day(what is that), and finally back to school items. Did I say I started school the same week?  My oldest daughter conveniently fired her childcare, so I had them for two weeks straight, after having them for months previously.  I had to put my foot down and say get new childcare(even if it broke my heart).  I took five classes, and I forget what assignment goes where or to whom.  You can not forget the gym now is once or twice a week.  The hair and nails are every three weeks.  I not only do not have the time, but nor do I have the cash.   Two weeks ago, trying to keep up with family time and tradition, I decided to cook a big meal, including fry

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I try to keep a smile helps uplift me

My crazy update

     Hello everyone, I am back, and I would love feedback.   After going on a Christmas cruise and having security kicking off two of my guest due to my there behavior and my craziness and holding things in, I have had after going on a Christmas cruise.  Then, of course, my daughter needed me to care for her children while I attended school.  I went on dating sites and met dates trying to fill some empty time and space once my grandchildren were with their mom.  I have to complete a class this summer, and I am on my own by writing about myself.  I am feeling insecure when it comes to writing.     I am ready to move back to New York from Indiana.  My parents are aging, and my ex-husband wants to help me with our daughter.  My oldest daughter seems to need help also, but I am worried about losing myself.  I have a friend who wants to move in with me, but we are friends, and if I take him up with this offer, I hope it all goes well.  I have no idea where I will live, and my son and daug

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bouncing back

I have fallen off my blog.  I have been attending school while caring for my grandchildren.  My daughter was in an abusive relationship. I lived far away but disapproved of the relationship.  He took off, and I had to keep the kids while attending school.  I have done some speeches for my speech class. I hope to improve to help families change the way they are living, my grades were good, and I will continue to educate myself.  Please subscribe to my YouTube channel to watch and critique my speeches. My granddaughter snuck in a makeup lesson. Anaya Price is the channel. I want women, especially across the world, to follow and comment.

Handful

I haven't posted in a while.  I had to come back to New York to sell my home.  I became so busy with visiting friends and family.  I started to realize again, I seem to have difficulty saying no. And not saying no makes me sad, ashamed, and weak.  I am anxious to go back.  I also would love to have conversations started, whether positive or negative. I see, and I am ecstatic that I have readers, but I let them down because I was disappointed in how many and no followers.  I wonder who was really out there? I really want to connect to those I never met in person. I also bought a new puppy due to the grief I felt after losing mine.  This was another kneejerk thing that I had done.  This puppy eats everything and bites and chases everyone.  A bad time is an understatement, with the move and looking forward to beginning classes and concentrate on me.  I have to let go and let live. If you like the blog, please follow.